Excruciating Agony: My Fight With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the pain eased and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense discomfort around a single eye that persists up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually begin with sudden, severe pain around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have chronic attacks, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the figure fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize life around erratic pain took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest unusual remedies for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate disorder, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by global headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidance on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some people.
But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the treatment.” Brief bouts with occasional episodes are handled with abortive therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a